Today I am grateful for a two hour delay. Sometimes I am grumpy about them (like when they are called for wind, and no I am not kidding!) but days like today I am grateful for them. See my husband gives me a road report since he leaves for work before we leave for school and work. The two hour delay gives me a chance to mentally prepare myself to drive on dangerous roads. While I'm doing that I'm also given the chance to do some dinner prep, catch up on some laundry, walk a little longer on the treadmill, or catch up on a TV show. Oh, did you think I slept in? Yeah no, ain't no Mama got time for that! But I am grateful for the delay and the chance to catch up on some things.
I've been thinking about it for over a month. Usually, when I'm in it I'm engaged. But this time? I started it indifferent and I've felt indifferent all along. I should have never started. Hindsight is 20/20 they say and they aren't wrong. So when I opened my eyes this morning it was clear. It's time. Time to quit this 365. This is the first 365 that I haven't posted several of the days, the first 365 that I wasn't super excited about, the first 365 that I've quit. I've changed my social media presence and interactions the past year so this is also the first 365 that hardly anyone has been interested in. Is it the topic or my decision to not be as accessible on social media? Or is it some other reason altogether? Well, regardless...I'm throwing in the towel on this one. I can't say if I'll ever do another 365 again. Time will tell and I will know if and when it's time.
Comments
Post a Comment