I am incredibly grateful for my eyesight. I try really hard not to take it for granted. I'm so grateful for what my eyes have been able to see and take in throughout my lifetime. Everyday I get to see colors, people I love, landscapes that inspire me, words printed on a page for me to enjoy, etc. In an effort to be more aware, and thankful, for my senses today I took time to really pay attention to all I was able to see.
I've been thinking about it for over a month. Usually, when I'm in it I'm engaged. But this time? I started it indifferent and I've felt indifferent all along. I should have never started. Hindsight is 20/20 they say and they aren't wrong. So when I opened my eyes this morning it was clear. It's time. Time to quit this 365. This is the first 365 that I haven't posted several of the days, the first 365 that I wasn't super excited about, the first 365 that I've quit. I've changed my social media presence and interactions the past year so this is also the first 365 that hardly anyone has been interested in. Is it the topic or my decision to not be as accessible on social media? Or is it some other reason altogether? Well, regardless...I'm throwing in the towel on this one. I can't say if I'll ever do another 365 again. Time will tell and I will know if and when it's time.
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