Oh I am so grateful for weekends. I need them since I work outside of the home in addition to being a wife and Mom. I became even more grateful for weekends when I started working full time back in the spring and my time was cut even shorter. As the days and weeks go on here's what I am most grateful for about the weekends: time with my spiritual community, time for just me, a chance to catch up on the house and all the details it takes to run a home and work outside of the home, space to breathe, a respite from co-workers (yes there are some names of those I need a weekend break from, no I am not going to name them. *grin*), a chance to just regroup. I got up this morning a little gleeful that it was Friday and the weekend is upon us, I felt so grateful for the weekend.
I've been thinking about it for over a month. Usually, when I'm in it I'm engaged. But this time? I started it indifferent and I've felt indifferent all along. I should have never started. Hindsight is 20/20 they say and they aren't wrong. So when I opened my eyes this morning it was clear. It's time. Time to quit this 365. This is the first 365 that I haven't posted several of the days, the first 365 that I wasn't super excited about, the first 365 that I've quit. I've changed my social media presence and interactions the past year so this is also the first 365 that hardly anyone has been interested in. Is it the topic or my decision to not be as accessible on social media? Or is it some other reason altogether? Well, regardless...I'm throwing in the towel on this one. I can't say if I'll ever do another 365 again. Time will tell and I will know if and when it's time.
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