I am grateful today for flexibility. That of my boss with me and my needy self these days (appointments and car repair ruled the week this week!) and also for continued lessons for me in flexibility. I like to deceive myself and think I am flexible but let's face it. I'm too Type A for my own good and for flexibility. :) But since I am aware of how inflexible I can be, I work at letting myself be flexible. So while my boss has had to practice some flexibility with me this week, I have had to practice it with myself! And I'm grateful because as I learn what I need to be from these opportunities I grow in my character.
I've been thinking about it for over a month. Usually, when I'm in it I'm engaged. But this time? I started it indifferent and I've felt indifferent all along. I should have never started. Hindsight is 20/20 they say and they aren't wrong. So when I opened my eyes this morning it was clear. It's time. Time to quit this 365. This is the first 365 that I haven't posted several of the days, the first 365 that I wasn't super excited about, the first 365 that I've quit. I've changed my social media presence and interactions the past year so this is also the first 365 that hardly anyone has been interested in. Is it the topic or my decision to not be as accessible on social media? Or is it some other reason altogether? Well, regardless...I'm throwing in the towel on this one. I can't say if I'll ever do another 365 again. Time will tell and I will know if and when it's time.
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