Shelter is great but a furnace to heat the shelter is pretty great too. I was thinking tonight about being in shelter that wasn't heated. To be protected from the elements can be the difference between life and death but eventually the body is going to need something to heat that shelter. So every time I heard the furnace kick on during this cold day, and heading into what is going to be a frigid night, I was grateful...and then I was prayerful for those that have neither shelter nor furnace in this weather. Prayerful that they would find a place to dwell and be warm.
I've been thinking about it for over a month. Usually, when I'm in it I'm engaged. But this time? I started it indifferent and I've felt indifferent all along. I should have never started. Hindsight is 20/20 they say and they aren't wrong. So when I opened my eyes this morning it was clear. It's time. Time to quit this 365. This is the first 365 that I haven't posted several of the days, the first 365 that I wasn't super excited about, the first 365 that I've quit. I've changed my social media presence and interactions the past year so this is also the first 365 that hardly anyone has been interested in. Is it the topic or my decision to not be as accessible on social media? Or is it some other reason altogether? Well, regardless...I'm throwing in the towel on this one. I can't say if I'll ever do another 365 again. Time will tell and I will know if and when it's time.
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