I went grocery shopping today. I kinda hate grocery shopping. I hate putting together a list and the putting away of the groceries. The actual shopping itself I am indifferent to. But really, for all my whining about it, I am grateful for it because it means that I can. It means that we have enough of an income that grocery shopping is possible, it means that we have enough that I can have options and choices for our meals. So I whine about it, I complain about it, I dread it but really I am grateful for the opportunity to do so.
I've been thinking about it for over a month. Usually, when I'm in it I'm engaged. But this time? I started it indifferent and I've felt indifferent all along. I should have never started. Hindsight is 20/20 they say and they aren't wrong. So when I opened my eyes this morning it was clear. It's time. Time to quit this 365. This is the first 365 that I haven't posted several of the days, the first 365 that I wasn't super excited about, the first 365 that I've quit. I've changed my social media presence and interactions the past year so this is also the first 365 that hardly anyone has been interested in. Is it the topic or my decision to not be as accessible on social media? Or is it some other reason altogether? Well, regardless...I'm throwing in the towel on this one. I can't say if I'll ever do another 365 again. Time will tell and I will know if and when it's time.
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