Today I put recent family, immediate and extended, pictures in frames I had bought for the very purpose of said pictures. I love pictures of people that I love. I'm grateful for them because they serve as a reminder to me of what's really important at the end of the day. I look at their faces and I recall that they love me and that's a good feeling. I'm so grateful for the technology available to capture the smiles of people I love. I think about those who I love that have passed on and because of pictures I have the memory of their smile forever. And I'm grateful for pictures that capture the smiles of people I love and are still with us but miles separate us.
I've been thinking about it for over a month. Usually, when I'm in it I'm engaged. But this time? I started it indifferent and I've felt indifferent all along. I should have never started. Hindsight is 20/20 they say and they aren't wrong. So when I opened my eyes this morning it was clear. It's time. Time to quit this 365. This is the first 365 that I haven't posted several of the days, the first 365 that I wasn't super excited about, the first 365 that I've quit. I've changed my social media presence and interactions the past year so this is also the first 365 that hardly anyone has been interested in. Is it the topic or my decision to not be as accessible on social media? Or is it some other reason altogether? Well, regardless...I'm throwing in the towel on this one. I can't say if I'll ever do another 365 again. Time will tell and I will know if and when it's time.
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