I love music. It in unfathomable to me those who aren't moved by any kind of music. I'm a big lyrics girl and I'm partial to piano and guitar instrumental artists and albums. I was thinking this morning how much a part of my life music is and has been. Not only is my family musical but I married a musician and have a songbird for a daughter. I am moved by lyrics and heart. Not a day goes by that a song doesn't describe my day or my thoughts or my emotions perfectly. I am so grateful for music that I spent my very first 365 featuring a song a day! I am most grateful for music on the days when I can't seem to find the words myself but a song comes along that puts it into words for me.
I've been thinking about it for over a month. Usually, when I'm in it I'm engaged. But this time? I started it indifferent and I've felt indifferent all along. I should have never started. Hindsight is 20/20 they say and they aren't wrong. So when I opened my eyes this morning it was clear. It's time. Time to quit this 365. This is the first 365 that I haven't posted several of the days, the first 365 that I wasn't super excited about, the first 365 that I've quit. I've changed my social media presence and interactions the past year so this is also the first 365 that hardly anyone has been interested in. Is it the topic or my decision to not be as accessible on social media? Or is it some other reason altogether? Well, regardless...I'm throwing in the towel on this one. I can't say if I'll ever do another 365 again. Time will tell and I will know if and when it's time.
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