Today was full of sunshine. Not a cloud in my part of the Colorado sky. I went out at lunch to run an errand and opened up the sunroof on my car and let the sun shine in. It was incredible. In fact, so incredible that I was internally kicking and screaming as I dragged myself back inside for the rest of the workday. :) Here in Colorado we are blessed with a lot of sunshine days, even when it's only 30 degrees. I am so grateful for our beautiful sunshine days. They warm my soul.
I've been thinking about it for over a month. Usually, when I'm in it I'm engaged. But this time? I started it indifferent and I've felt indifferent all along. I should have never started. Hindsight is 20/20 they say and they aren't wrong. So when I opened my eyes this morning it was clear. It's time. Time to quit this 365. This is the first 365 that I haven't posted several of the days, the first 365 that I wasn't super excited about, the first 365 that I've quit. I've changed my social media presence and interactions the past year so this is also the first 365 that hardly anyone has been interested in. Is it the topic or my decision to not be as accessible on social media? Or is it some other reason altogether? Well, regardless...I'm throwing in the towel on this one. I can't say if I'll ever do another 365 again. Time will tell and I will know if and when it's time.
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