Today I watched two friends of mine (who used to be my bosses) celebrate their love story in a wedding ceremony. They actually got married last July but this year had a ceremony that family and friends could be a part of. It was really moving. I had the privilege of watching them enter into a romantic relationship after being friends and co-workers for many, many years. It was fun to watch my direct boss get all giggly and blush when we would mention his name. It was fun to watch him drop by with candy or flowers for her just because. Their story has been really special to witness and today as they allowed us to celebrate with them in a more formal way I felt so grateful for the opportunity to know them, love them, and celebrate their love story.
I've been thinking about it for over a month. Usually, when I'm in it I'm engaged. But this time? I started it indifferent and I've felt indifferent all along. I should have never started. Hindsight is 20/20 they say and they aren't wrong. So when I opened my eyes this morning it was clear. It's time. Time to quit this 365. This is the first 365 that I haven't posted several of the days, the first 365 that I wasn't super excited about, the first 365 that I've quit. I've changed my social media presence and interactions the past year so this is also the first 365 that hardly anyone has been interested in. Is it the topic or my decision to not be as accessible on social media? Or is it some other reason altogether? Well, regardless...I'm throwing in the towel on this one. I can't say if I'll ever do another 365 again. Time will tell and I will know if and when it's time.
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