It's a full moon tonight. I love the moonlight. The wash it gives the earth, it's peaceful projection. Generally when there are full moons people blame wacky behavior and labor pains on it - something to do with the lunar cycle but full moons calm me down. I could sit and stare at it for hours (if I could stay awake). Something about it helps me reflect and breathe a little deeper. So given those reasons I would say it is 100% accurate to say that I am grateful for the moonlight.
I've been thinking about it for over a month. Usually, when I'm in it I'm engaged. But this time? I started it indifferent and I've felt indifferent all along. I should have never started. Hindsight is 20/20 they say and they aren't wrong. So when I opened my eyes this morning it was clear. It's time. Time to quit this 365. This is the first 365 that I haven't posted several of the days, the first 365 that I wasn't super excited about, the first 365 that I've quit. I've changed my social media presence and interactions the past year so this is also the first 365 that hardly anyone has been interested in. Is it the topic or my decision to not be as accessible on social media? Or is it some other reason altogether? Well, regardless...I'm throwing in the towel on this one. I can't say if I'll ever do another 365 again. Time will tell and I will know if and when it's time.
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