I'm so grateful for mercy. Daily I experience small mercies, huge mercies, and mercies in between. I am gifted mercy by people in my life and by the One who created me. I get to see mercy in action, I get to participate in it. Not only am I a grateful recipient of mercy but I get to pass it out as well. I get to be a giver of mercy. Giving it is an overflow of receiving it. I don't hoard it but I pay it forward.
I've been thinking about it for over a month. Usually, when I'm in it I'm engaged. But this time? I started it indifferent and I've felt indifferent all along. I should have never started. Hindsight is 20/20 they say and they aren't wrong. So when I opened my eyes this morning it was clear. It's time. Time to quit this 365. This is the first 365 that I haven't posted several of the days, the first 365 that I wasn't super excited about, the first 365 that I've quit. I've changed my social media presence and interactions the past year so this is also the first 365 that hardly anyone has been interested in. Is it the topic or my decision to not be as accessible on social media? Or is it some other reason altogether? Well, regardless...I'm throwing in the towel on this one. I can't say if I'll ever do another 365 again. Time will tell and I will know if and when it's time.
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