I'm grateful for the blooming that's finally happening here in my home state! I know that for some the blooming that happens this time of year makes them miserable but it's so PRETTY!! I love watching things come to life and open up. I think it speaks of hope. The hope that there is new life to bloom even when something looks dead. I guess you could say that my gratefulness for the blooming going on right now is two-fold, a pleasure for my eyes and hope for my heart.
I've been thinking about it for over a month. Usually, when I'm in it I'm engaged. But this time? I started it indifferent and I've felt indifferent all along. I should have never started. Hindsight is 20/20 they say and they aren't wrong. So when I opened my eyes this morning it was clear. It's time. Time to quit this 365. This is the first 365 that I haven't posted several of the days, the first 365 that I wasn't super excited about, the first 365 that I've quit. I've changed my social media presence and interactions the past year so this is also the first 365 that hardly anyone has been interested in. Is it the topic or my decision to not be as accessible on social media? Or is it some other reason altogether? Well, regardless...I'm throwing in the towel on this one. I can't say if I'll ever do another 365 again. Time will tell and I will know if and when it's time.

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