There is nothing like a baby sleeping/snuggling in your arms. It makes the world slow down and everything, for a brief time, is right and good in the world. Today I got to hold a sweet baby girl and put her to sleep and let her rest in my arms. It's rare that I get to do this anymore so when I have the chance I feel so grateful. To breathe in that baby smell and to be reminded of peaceful rest, it's such a gift!
I've been thinking about it for over a month. Usually, when I'm in it I'm engaged. But this time? I started it indifferent and I've felt indifferent all along. I should have never started. Hindsight is 20/20 they say and they aren't wrong. So when I opened my eyes this morning it was clear. It's time. Time to quit this 365. This is the first 365 that I haven't posted several of the days, the first 365 that I wasn't super excited about, the first 365 that I've quit. I've changed my social media presence and interactions the past year so this is also the first 365 that hardly anyone has been interested in. Is it the topic or my decision to not be as accessible on social media? Or is it some other reason altogether? Well, regardless...I'm throwing in the towel on this one. I can't say if I'll ever do another 365 again. Time will tell and I will know if and when it's time.
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