Sometimes you just need a girls night you know? (Okay not if you are a guy but you know what I'm saying.) And sometimes you need it without even knowing that you do! I had girls night with a couple of friends tonight and it was low key and just good to sit at a table, eat some amazing chocolate silk pie, and drink some really delicious Lambic beers (fruit beer - the dangerous kind of beer because it doesn't taste like beer so you forget you are drinking it! You have to be pretty careful with consumption. *grin*). Lambic was new to me just tonight as I'm not a beer drinker, but then again Lambic isn't your normal beer. Anywho, back on track - girls night. I'm grateful for the girls nights I get, or the girls afternoons I get (which I prefer as I'm more alert and engaged usually). Us girls need each other. We were created for connection and relationship and so I'm grateful when an opportunity arises to do so.
I've been thinking about it for over a month. Usually, when I'm in it I'm engaged. But this time? I started it indifferent and I've felt indifferent all along. I should have never started. Hindsight is 20/20 they say and they aren't wrong. So when I opened my eyes this morning it was clear. It's time. Time to quit this 365. This is the first 365 that I haven't posted several of the days, the first 365 that I wasn't super excited about, the first 365 that I've quit. I've changed my social media presence and interactions the past year so this is also the first 365 that hardly anyone has been interested in. Is it the topic or my decision to not be as accessible on social media? Or is it some other reason altogether? Well, regardless...I'm throwing in the towel on this one. I can't say if I'll ever do another 365 again. Time will tell and I will know if and when it's time.
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