Nothing makes one grateful for instant hot water for a shower more than discovering there is only ice cold water that isn't warming up. It's a luxury I am grateful to have the opportunity to have on a near daily basis. And when the water is ice cold, because the luxury of the hot water heater we have isn't working correctly, I try very hard to keep it all in perspective - cold water isn't the end of the world, many people in this world only have cold water if they have any at all, and when I do have warm/hot water to not take it for granted.
I've been thinking about it for over a month. Usually, when I'm in it I'm engaged. But this time? I started it indifferent and I've felt indifferent all along. I should have never started. Hindsight is 20/20 they say and they aren't wrong. So when I opened my eyes this morning it was clear. It's time. Time to quit this 365. This is the first 365 that I haven't posted several of the days, the first 365 that I wasn't super excited about, the first 365 that I've quit. I've changed my social media presence and interactions the past year so this is also the first 365 that hardly anyone has been interested in. Is it the topic or my decision to not be as accessible on social media? Or is it some other reason altogether? Well, regardless...I'm throwing in the towel on this one. I can't say if I'll ever do another 365 again. Time will tell and I will know if and when it's time.
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