I'm grateful for persistence, especially when I utilize it without meaning to. This whole week I practiced persistence in taking care of a cold that wanted to knock me down. Let me tell you, I kicked that cold's ass! I did! And I did it through persistence with a Neti Pot, Umcka, Emergen-C, and gallons of water. I didn't let up, I kept on with it because I don't have the time, energy, or patience to get sick. So today, this week, I am grateful for persistence.
I've been thinking about it for over a month. Usually, when I'm in it I'm engaged. But this time? I started it indifferent and I've felt indifferent all along. I should have never started. Hindsight is 20/20 they say and they aren't wrong. So when I opened my eyes this morning it was clear. It's time. Time to quit this 365. This is the first 365 that I haven't posted several of the days, the first 365 that I wasn't super excited about, the first 365 that I've quit. I've changed my social media presence and interactions the past year so this is also the first 365 that hardly anyone has been interested in. Is it the topic or my decision to not be as accessible on social media? Or is it some other reason altogether? Well, regardless...I'm throwing in the towel on this one. I can't say if I'll ever do another 365 again. Time will tell and I will know if and when it's time.
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