I woke up this morning and heard rain on the roof. I love the sound of rain. I also like rain, a lot. I like it partly because it isn't snow and I feel like we get more of our needed moisture from rain than snow. I also just like the sound of it, the smell of it, the feel of the air during and after a rainstorm. Rain makes me feel like everything is getting a refresh. It makes me feel like breathing deep and slowing down. I know there are times when rain causes a lot of problems but overall I am grateful for rain.
I've been thinking about it for over a month. Usually, when I'm in it I'm engaged. But this time? I started it indifferent and I've felt indifferent all along. I should have never started. Hindsight is 20/20 they say and they aren't wrong. So when I opened my eyes this morning it was clear. It's time. Time to quit this 365. This is the first 365 that I haven't posted several of the days, the first 365 that I wasn't super excited about, the first 365 that I've quit. I've changed my social media presence and interactions the past year so this is also the first 365 that hardly anyone has been interested in. Is it the topic or my decision to not be as accessible on social media? Or is it some other reason altogether? Well, regardless...I'm throwing in the towel on this one. I can't say if I'll ever do another 365 again. Time will tell and I will know if and when it's time.
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