I looked in the mirror today at my hair free of product as the wind was picking it up, rather unattractively I must say, and saw threads of silver. I know most people try to cover up their threads of silver but I am proud of them...and yes, grateful for them. Hey I've worked hard for these threads that are a symbol of life experience, parenting, marriage, relationships, settling into my own skin, etc. I'm a firm believer in what Proverbs says about these threads of silver. I'm grateful for all of the life that has brought me these threads of silver and I wear them proudly.
I've been thinking about it for over a month. Usually, when I'm in it I'm engaged. But this time? I started it indifferent and I've felt indifferent all along. I should have never started. Hindsight is 20/20 they say and they aren't wrong. So when I opened my eyes this morning it was clear. It's time. Time to quit this 365. This is the first 365 that I haven't posted several of the days, the first 365 that I wasn't super excited about, the first 365 that I've quit. I've changed my social media presence and interactions the past year so this is also the first 365 that hardly anyone has been interested in. Is it the topic or my decision to not be as accessible on social media? Or is it some other reason altogether? Well, regardless...I'm throwing in the towel on this one. I can't say if I'll ever do another 365 again. Time will tell and I will know if and when it's time.
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