Tonight I went to my youngest redhead's school for Back To School Night and as I sat and listened to the Principle and her teacher team I was overwhelmed with gratitude for this school that she is in. It is a great school, not just for her but for any kid. The staff at this school is outstanding, the administration is top notch. Within this excellent school is a specialized school called the Academic Arts Academy, they teach core curriculum through arts and it is P.E.R.F.E.C.T. for the youngest redhead. She is really growing up and learning and thriving in this school and I couldn't help it, my eyes filled with tears. I am just so incredibly grateful for this opportunity for her and her future.
I've been thinking about it for over a month. Usually, when I'm in it I'm engaged. But this time? I started it indifferent and I've felt indifferent all along. I should have never started. Hindsight is 20/20 they say and they aren't wrong. So when I opened my eyes this morning it was clear. It's time. Time to quit this 365. This is the first 365 that I haven't posted several of the days, the first 365 that I wasn't super excited about, the first 365 that I've quit. I've changed my social media presence and interactions the past year so this is also the first 365 that hardly anyone has been interested in. Is it the topic or my decision to not be as accessible on social media? Or is it some other reason altogether? Well, regardless...I'm throwing in the towel on this one. I can't say if I'll ever do another 365 again. Time will tell and I will know if and when it's time.
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