I'm grateful for lunch dates with my Mama, my friends, my hub. The lunch dates give me these moments of connection with people I love and care about. It helps maintain my connections, it gives my heart a respite from my work days and anything that might be going on there. It reminds me of how many wonderful people I have in my life. I had a lunch date with my Mama today and I love just being with her, chatting about this and that, making plans for whatever. I love sneaking these moments with people my heart connects to.
I've been thinking about it for over a month. Usually, when I'm in it I'm engaged. But this time? I started it indifferent and I've felt indifferent all along. I should have never started. Hindsight is 20/20 they say and they aren't wrong. So when I opened my eyes this morning it was clear. It's time. Time to quit this 365. This is the first 365 that I haven't posted several of the days, the first 365 that I wasn't super excited about, the first 365 that I've quit. I've changed my social media presence and interactions the past year so this is also the first 365 that hardly anyone has been interested in. Is it the topic or my decision to not be as accessible on social media? Or is it some other reason altogether? Well, regardless...I'm throwing in the towel on this one. I can't say if I'll ever do another 365 again. Time will tell and I will know if and when it's time.
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