A while back my husband took a couple days off and during his puttering around he decided to clean all of our windows, inside and out. We hadn't realized how dirty they really were until he cleaned them and we could see out of them again! They sparkle and shine like they haven't in about 10 years (not a word and no judgement!). Today I was looking out the window at the sun setting and I, once again, was so grateful for our clean windows. It gives me a clear view to the mountain I love (Pikes Peak) and everything has a lot more clarity. I'm grateful for them, I'm grateful that my husband looked at them and decided it was (way past) time.
I've been thinking about it for over a month. Usually, when I'm in it I'm engaged. But this time? I started it indifferent and I've felt indifferent all along. I should have never started. Hindsight is 20/20 they say and they aren't wrong. So when I opened my eyes this morning it was clear. It's time. Time to quit this 365. This is the first 365 that I haven't posted several of the days, the first 365 that I wasn't super excited about, the first 365 that I've quit. I've changed my social media presence and interactions the past year so this is also the first 365 that hardly anyone has been interested in. Is it the topic or my decision to not be as accessible on social media? Or is it some other reason altogether? Well, regardless...I'm throwing in the towel on this one. I can't say if I'll ever do another 365 again. Time will tell and I will know if and when it's time.
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