In the late 17th century this phrase started appearing in speech. At first it was simply "a pill to swallow" and then as the years went by different people started adding the word "hard" or even "bitter" to the saying. The idea then, and now, is that pills can be difficult to swallow - and in the figurative sense a hard pill to swallow means accepting something that is hard to believe. (source)
I've been thinking about it for over a month. Usually, when I'm in it I'm engaged. But this time? I started it indifferent and I've felt indifferent all along. I should have never started. Hindsight is 20/20 they say and they aren't wrong. So when I opened my eyes this morning it was clear. It's time. Time to quit this 365. This is the first 365 that I haven't posted several of the days, the first 365 that I wasn't super excited about, the first 365 that I've quit. I've changed my social media presence and interactions the past year so this is also the first 365 that hardly anyone has been interested in. Is it the topic or my decision to not be as accessible on social media? Or is it some other reason altogether? Well, regardless...I'm throwing in the towel on this one. I can't say if I'll ever do another 365 again. Time will tell and I will know if and when it's time.




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