Today is Lanny's birthday (my husband). He's 51 years young. When Lanny was 32 and I was 20 we started dating and less than a year later, when I was a brand new 21 and he was cruising up on 33, we married. I moved from my parents home to his, I tell people he had to finish raising me. :) I'm grateful for Lanny and his life. Even if we weren't married I would be saying that. Lanny is an living example of God's grace - God has saved his life more than once and because of that he is a devoted dad and a faithful husband. His quiet nature makes people feel comfortable and safe. His patience (except in driving *grin*) is appreciated. He's so quiet you don't realize he's got a great sense of humor, he always surprises people with his humor. Despite the hard things life has thrown our way Lanny has remained steadfast. Grateful for this man who is part of my life.
I've been thinking about it for over a month. Usually, when I'm in it I'm engaged. But this time? I started it indifferent and I've felt indifferent all along. I should have never started. Hindsight is 20/20 they say and they aren't wrong. So when I opened my eyes this morning it was clear. It's time. Time to quit this 365. This is the first 365 that I haven't posted several of the days, the first 365 that I wasn't super excited about, the first 365 that I've quit. I've changed my social media presence and interactions the past year so this is also the first 365 that hardly anyone has been interested in. Is it the topic or my decision to not be as accessible on social media? Or is it some other reason altogether? Well, regardless...I'm throwing in the towel on this one. I can't say if I'll ever do another 365 again. Time will tell and I will know if and when it's time.
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